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long time.
soo do people still look at livejournal? haha i havnt signed in sence the end of 10th grade. the new thing is facebook! haaaaa. my junior year has been amazing! i got straight a's the first nine weeks and i kept them when we got out progress reports. im so proud of myself. i love my job at dockside. its my second home. the best thing that ever happened to me was getting arrested and getting fired from sunshine because i have completly turned my life around. i dont hang out with the people i used to that get wasted and do drugs every weekend like i used to. i have amazing friends now. that party reallyyyy showed me what life is reallyyy about. i did have to do 70 hrs of community service. i did it at a thrift store. haha it didnt suck too bad. but it did suck a lot of the time. i finally got my laptop working. well i got the wireless shit working. finally after a year of having it i can use it! ha. and i can be anywhere in my house. not just on my porch where that was the only place i got service because i was stealing my neighboors. haha. my family and i are supose to move soon. but i dont know when and i def. dont no where. :/ im going to miss my house. my room. i grew up here and its going to be weird not being able to live in it longer.... i know most people i know have moved a few times but i loveee my small house i grew up in. haha i have so many memories! i went to hawaii in august with rachel. it was fun. but me and rachel arnt even friends anymore. ha.i dont care though. she is opposite of how i am now. and i dont like being like her. but i love lifeee right about nowww. christmas was yesterday, it was great! i didnt ask for anything. i dont really care about getting presents. ofcourse my mom got me a few things but it was more then enough. i just love being with my family. my grandparents, aunt, uncle. its fun. my break has been great so far! i had three days in a row off so thats gnarly for me bc usually i only have one day at a time off. haha ahhh i cant wait tell new years! oh me and boys- sadly me and ryan are completly over. i guess almost 2 years was enough. but im kinda talking to this new boyyyy.. :)
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tomorrow is the last real A day. sooo ready for summer. ofcourse, im working like everyday of this month, but thats ok. i can work around that. iv saved $800 sence iv started working at dockside. iv been there for about..7 weeks or so. im excited. (= so, pretty much everything is going the way it should right now. even though things have happened that have disappointed me a little, its for the best. i keep a smileeee (= i got a 95 on my ITF exam. [computer class] our class got to take it early bc there are only like 5 kids taking it bc the other took some weird ass test and past it so they didnt have to take the exam. i didnt want to take the other test. it was kinda a choice. im stoked i got so good though. (= mhmm.. im excited for this weekend.
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picture perfect.
school ends in like a month. i cant even wait for summer 07'. sols are in like a week and im stoked on having one sol and all the other days coming in at 930. i realized it is so stupid to want something so bad but it doesnt really want u as bad as u want it. im finally understanding its not that important as i used to think it was. i still got that painful feeling in my chest, but thats life. its a complicated to do, but ill get over it. ill be smiling in the end. i really like working at dockside. its funn. (: finally i can go somewhere this friday. my mom is out of town so it will be funnnn. rachel is single now. were both excited about that. hehe. we dont need a boyy. we got boyysss. <3
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it doesnt matter anymore, told you i could do it. (: i got a job at dockside restaurant. i went in today to talk to the mamager and i pretty much wet myself when i saw these 4 boys walk past me with a little grin. i think im gonna like this jobbbbbb. (: :) i start wednesday
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i got my new phone yesterday in the mail and got it working today. my first one broke because someone droped water all over it. i didnt care as much through bc the front screen was busted anyway from me stepping on it and shutting it too hard. it isnt the phone i used to have. its completly different and i dont really like it. ugh. whateva. its something to text and talk on. |
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its like a story.
i dont understand myselfffff. i want one thing and the next i want another. i dont know what i want. but you have told me what you want, so i guess i have to deal. |
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ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hawaii with rachel. august 11-20. ill be in hawaii for my sweet 16! AHHHHH!!! <3333333 i love life right nowww! boys.beach.boys.WARM WEATHER & GNARLY BEACH.boys.best friend.AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :] :] :] :] :]
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once again..
i dont work at sunshine tanning anymore. ha. i dont care anyway. my boss was a complete dick. everything happens for a reason. ill find a better summer job soon. i think i might go to hawaii with rachel in august. im excitedd. :] i hope i can save up enough moneyyyy. its finally getting warm outside. thank gosh. im so tired of cold weatherrr. sence i cant go tanning at sunshine anymore, i gotta eather a. find a new tanning place or b. layout everyday. ill probally go with b. <3
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virginia beach weather is sooo crrazzzyy. when its 70 in january and 80 one week in april and then snows a week later and actaully sticks. haha. last night was soo crazzzyy. but oh so much fun. <3 |
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i went to lunch with andrew today. it was fun. then when rachel got out of school at 2 we went to the gym. it was bussy at work. but it went by really fastttt. i work 5 days of the spring break. i dont really care. i need cash and it isnt bad hours. ps: i hate my dad. |
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today had its ups and downs. i cant even show my real feelings because i dont want to seem weak. i wish he did care. just a little.. like he used to. anything? i went to rachels and we went to the gym for a while. i came home and went for a run. it was pretty outside. |
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im so proud of myself. im actually sticking to a diet for once. i had a good day today. i went tanning and got my pay check sence i was there. i was stoked to get $80 for a weeks work. then me and rachel ran to tropical smoothie on shore drive to get a smoothie and then we went to the gym. after the gym, me, her and her parents took her dogs and went jogging on the beach. it was so gorgeous outside today. i love the warm weather. im so stoked im actually sticking to exercising and dieting. gotta get ready for summa time! bikin seasonnn<33 :] :] :]
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its so hard to belive a liar. i did nothing to you but put up with all your damn shit. its funny all the shit someone will say to get someone to belive they care. i really dont need your lieing ass. your such a bull shiter and i hope you know that. all those lines you fed me over and over and over. i cant belive i believed you. i should of none. once a liar, always a liar. im kinda happy i can stand on my own two feet without you. i never needed you. im so much better. |
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iv been missing out on a lot latley. im grounded. iv never been grounded before. i deserve it though. i did get arrested. i just hate not being able to go out. i went out last night with rachel. my mom said it was ok for me to stay the night at her house. so i did. but... we went out and hung out with people. tehehe. she never said not to do that. she would get very angry if she knew i went though. haha. she doesnt want me to go to any partys before my court date incase something happens before court. i understand that. but i feel like a 3rd grader. aahh.4 more days of school tell spring break. im soo excited. even though im not going anywhere, haha im just excited for 10 days of no school. im happy becaused my mom is putting me back on adurol. it took me a few weeks to convince her, but she finally cracked. i need it. im so add. i cant pay attenton to save my life. im just stupidd in general.
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im so siked on ring dance. i cant waittt. me, lo, tiffany, tay and a few other girls threw down and got a hotel room and its a suite. it has 2 rooms and like 4 beds, and pull out couches, and a tanning bed and a hot tub and ahh. soo stoked. massive people are gonna be staying over. im just excited to finally get out and have a good weekend with no worries on my shoulders. i told my mom and dad about everything and they trust me blah blah blah. so im more stoked i dont gotta lie to my parents of where i am. so lately, iv been all stressed about ring dance and how im going to get my ticket blah blah but i have a date now and he got our ticket so now iv been in a better mood. :D spring break is soo soon. no one is going to be in town though. im the only one. haha. ill be working a lot. but it keeps my mind off stuff. jarrod and natasha are going to jamaica. lucky bitches. my parents have been really weird to me lately. my room is a mess. i havent had any time to clean it. ahh. iv had a bunch of shit on my mind but i dont like to talk about it. iv been re thinking about a lot of stuff lately, but i cant get the nerves to say it. but its whatever. everything that has been going on has had me worried, but iv been making it though. i dont think i should start anything else. iv been feeling weird lately. i feel like a little girl in elementry school. :]
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i got the job at sunshine tanning. im stokeddd! i start thursday. me and rachel went to the mall yesterday and i got my ring dance and prom dress. :D iv been happy lately
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i have a interview at sunshine tanning tomorrow at 3:30. im so stokedd. i need a job desperately. :D |
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i got fired from y-not. i lost a job i loved and pretty much lost a friend in a 3 day period. this shit sucks. |
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i finally got to get out of my house yesterday. i had been stuck in all weekend because my mama wanted to make shure i wasnt gonna get sick again. i had a good weekend.
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